Posted on August 13, 2010 w/ No Comments

After watching Chobits, I’ll be rewatching Vandread (I’ll be watching it again with Q!). I sure miss the good old times of anime addiction. I plan this will be where I’ll post my anime fandom ~ Yes, once and for all it finally has a purpose this is really final!

But what are my favorite anime(s) anyway?

1. TORADORA
2. Midori No Hibi
3. Vandread
4. Samurai 7
5. Cardcaptor Sakura
6. Gensomaden Saiyuki Series
7. Galaxy Angels

I forgot the others! I used to be so in love with anime :3

Posted on August 8, 2010 w/ No Comments

I have to stay awake until this download finishes. I want to learn VB.NET and programming because like him, I want to be good in programming…so I can make a name for myself, at least. But I’m FKCING tired staring at my laptop already. I didn’t even work yesterday (2AM now) I just hope I don’t get fired.

It’s all because of that stewpid VB 2010 iso file’s fault! It won’t work

Everyday becomes worse

I hope something great happens, and still, I will try my best.

Posted on August 6, 2010 w/ No Comments

This is what I hate about me. When something happens within the day that I don’t really like, I end up with bad mood swings and I can’t do anything about it, worse it won’t stop until the next days unless something happened that made me happy.

Oh, I hate tomorrow because I hate Networking Class. In fact, I’ll have to tell you this – I hate going to school. Everything is a foreplay. At least, for me. It’s just no fun! I’d rather go home schooling. If only I could.

Now, I won’t elaborate what made me hate this day. I’ll just sit pretty and forget about it. Like. who cares. I should just STFU >:|

Posted on August 4, 2010 w/ No Comments

It sucks when you’ve been with the person for about 3 years and yet he doesn’t know what are the things you do not like and you like. Most of all, it sucks because he never hear you out when all you wanted was to be treated – nicely. But that’s life, people go while others come the only sad next thing is, will you let others come? I learned from it, maybe there’s no need anymore and I’d rather be alone.

It would feel better to be me, and if I didn’t have to change but nobody would accept that. But it’s okay, I think I’ll manage. Because like the rain, I pour and then I dry up. I mean, I tell you who I am but when it’s time to shut my mouth and don’t care anymore I will stop. It doesn’t mean I’ll be here forever to take on your irresponsibilities and your misunderstandings. I’m not here forever to always pay for the stuff. I’m not here forever to always cry for your stupid promises and your magic that never work. I’m a little girl, but then I am too, a lady. I don’t get why you never get tired of toying with my feelings.

You don’t understand a single thing about me in the end, and we, we are lies. If so we’re better off distant away from each other because it will just be a mess than it already is.

Sometimes I wish I could erase the time I even fell in love, for the first time, second and last – all of them. Because nothing’s great about it anymore. I do remember being so thrilled when you popped out of nowhere when there were more surprises than disappointments – well that was before.

I wanted to make you a love letter last night. Did you know? I read a bunch of Toradora which was our favorite anime and I fell in love in that story because I was the tiger, and you were the dragon. But I suddenly realized I am no tiger and you were no dragon and that we only thought so – if we were, we weren’t probably like Taiga and Ryuji we were greatest enemies and we never agreed on anything at all. I so love fairytales but as I grew up I decided they contradict to reality because only filthy rich girls get prince or maybe I am a very unfortunate little girl with no prince – I thought it was you though but I was wrong. Maybe, maybe it was never right in the first place.

If things were meant to work out and if you really love me then things wouldn’t be like this. You always get your pride in the way while I get mine as well you couldn’t let one win if you would, you would always want it to be you. AND I DON’T BUY THAT. Unfortunately, I know where I should be. It’s enough I suffer because of you and it’s enough I am not happy because of you. I would’ve been living a better life if I didn’t know you. I already had problems then you came along, you let me escape reality for a moment but then you took me into a earth like hell.

You will never know the pain of your “little girl” because once I walk away, I won’t return. Once I walk away, I won’t look back because I can’t take things anymore. I’m human, I maybe stranded in the world of my own sometimes but then again, I am human and I have feelings. If you don’t accept who I am then look for someone who’ll buy your stupid and lame jokes, and who’d be okay to be treated like a nobody.

For once, “endings” are real.

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I used to ask my boyfriend this question when I kid around, and of course he couldn’t answer!

I googled it and found out it took 380 licks. LOL, that’s a lot isn’t it?

Thanks to WikiAnswers for the answer and Google for the image = ))

Posted on August 2, 2010 w/ No Comments

My old layout is back! And I deleted all the make-money-online posts (deleted posts again!) that was posted not by me. Ahahaha. I don’t know why, why I want to revive this blog to how it was (when I totally don’t have anything to post anymore because I have so many blogs to update). I suddenly felt like, I should keep this blog the way it was before, as a personal slash random blog of mine. Ahe. People change?

I still own two other personal blogs though. I could give this away but then it will be a total waste. I’ll just post here from the time to time when I can. Right? Fight-o!

I wish school was over -,-

Posted on April 26, 2010 w/ No Comments

Just recently (months ago, actually) I reformatted my laptop. However, files are starting to pile up again! I then thought of having another partition just to lessen all the trouble of having so many files, what do you think? Is it possible?

I’m thinking I should download Paragon Partition Manager 10, I heard that it was very useful.

Posted on April 23, 2010 w/ No Comments

I’ve decided this will be my drawing blog/ song blog / random blog. I hope this is final. I’ve been having second thoughts of selling this domain but since I deleted all my old posts, I can’t sell it anymore, I think. LOL. Anyways..

Obviously, I’m going to use it for my next layout for Loving Pink. But I feel I’m too droopy to make an html for that. Maybe I’ll do it later after finishing 10 posts for Linkfromblog. I plan to use pink and green as my main colors for teh layout, I love em!!<3 Oh, and too bad I deleted Happy Icecream. So mean of me, maybe I’ll repost later when it gets hot. Tsk.

Posted on April 22, 2010 w/ No Comments

Well, I am! I am a techie at heart. And as one, I hang out at Techie Zone often, they’ve got everything a techie needs and everything that can help anyone who’s having trouble with gadgets and applications. Isn’t that cool enough reason to be one? That there’s techie zone!

So, what are you waiting for? Be a techie now!

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What’s up with that? Tsk, I don’t know. I don’t even know what to really with do with this blog. I’m clueless. Help? Tsk, oh well I hope I get some ideas soon. PRETTY SOON PLEASE. Ahehe.. oh and btw, today is Earth Day <3